Awake My Soul

how fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes…

If there has been a soundtrack to this past seven months in our lives, it’s been the music of Mumford and Sons. We’ve spoken of them several times here on the blog, including some lyrics that touched us while in the hospital, a video of Ezra dancing and singing away for Liam, and in the Best of 2010 playlist.

These guys have bookended this time for us in a very physical and emotional way. Back in October, we were privy to a fun experience of seeing a band in a small venue just as they were hitting it a lot bigger…a great concert that came with lots of other feeling: Ahna was 8 months pregnant with Liam and our lives were preparing for an exciting and new time. Our time with Liam was given the beats and rhythm of their music, as we danced and sang our way through baths, visits, and days. We connect with their lyrics in ways that are probably both very similar and very different to a lot of other people.

…where you invest your love, you invest your life…

Recently, we were again given the opportunity to see these guys as they came through Denver, this time at a much larger venue with some really good friends. The show was again a lot of fun and full of a lot of feeling; and as Ahna and I listened to the music we were instantaneously transported to any number of times and places surrounding our time with Liam. As the band broke into the highlight of the night for us – Awake My Soul – we unapologetically let some tears flow…not for the reasons that some preteens might when they see the latest boy-band craze, but because of the actualization of how this music has narrated our current lives.

So as Mumford and Sons will hit the recording studio in a few months to create their second album, we can only hope that the narration that their next record will give us will be a happier story to tell.

The Promotion

I briefly eluded to something going on a few posts ago (…Oren testing at work…), so here is the good news up front: I got promoted! After a de facto 17 years of training, 6 weeks of intense studying, and three long days of testing; I finished high enough on the list to receive one of two promotions to Lieutenant with the fire department. The three days of testing coincided with the time that Dave and Mary Jo were here, so they had to be privy to my absence and high stress during the process. I have been serving in the role of Acting-Lieutenant for the last 2.5 years (loosely the same idea as a substitute teacher), but this is something entirely new and different.

9.5 years ago was when I promoted last to the Engineer position. Since then, I have had the opportunity to drive a couple of different engine companies, but have most recently been the driver of the ladder truck (quint) for the past 5 years. I have absolutely and nearly unequivocally loved the driver position, and it will certainly go down as some of the most fun that I will ever have in the fire service. But I am ready to move on and try something new – to be in charge and responsible for a crew of people as a Company Officer. I was transferred shifts (to A-shift) and was assigned a new crew of people…interestingly at the same station, so I get to stay on the ladder truck – which I am very excited about. It has been very weird to move lockers and rooms to the Lieutenant’s room, to change uniforms, to get a new badge, and to get a new front piece for my helmet; but I haven’t felt this motivated and excited about work in a really long time. It’s absolutely my honor to now serve with Jim, Jill, and Doug; and to be serving the citizens of Castle Rock in this new way. It will bring with it a lot more stuff (meetings, paperwork, etc), but I’m sure that all of it will be well worth the reward of being able to make a difference publicly and organizationally in this capacity.

I’ve already completed my first tour in the new role, with the new crew…and we’re off and running. There will be a promotional ceremony at some point in the next couple of months, as the department now get’s to honor a new Division Chief, two new Lieutenants, two new Engineers, and a new firefighter. There’s lots and lots of people that deserve a public thanks, especially Dad, Mom, Ahna, Ezra, Jeff, Scott, Brian, Matt, Cameron, Brett, Eric, Rich, Matt, George, Scott, Troy, Dave, CJ, and Joe (don’t worry, the duplicates are not duplicates).

Father’s Day

No sense in lying about anything here….Father’s Day was a day that was full of turn-it-on/turn-it-off emotions: very up and down. I was treated to a wonderful breakfast meal of pancakes made lovingly by Ahna and Ezra in unison. Ezra did a great job helping to measure, pour, and mix before retiring to eat some of the first batch that came off the griddle. We spend the rest of the morning with my Dad working on putting together a swing set down at their house for Ezra to use (it was given to us by some great friends when they were done with it). There was a really tough stretch about mid-afternoon when I spent a lot of time thinking about Liam, but I was graciously helped through it by Ezra (with some Ahna love in there too). Ahna and Ezra made it really special, although it was a lot tougher that I even thought that it was going to be.

Photographic Happenings

A little pool time.

A little family time.

A little yoga time.

And a little Colorado Rockies baseball time.

The Dr Appointment Update

Well, this has been interesting. Two days ago, we received the results of the allergy test, and it turns out that Ezra’s got a few minor things to keep an eye on: eggs, milk, wheat, walnuts, and peanuts. All of the possible allergies came back very minor to minor, and we weren’t told to completely avoid any of those….just to perhaps do them in smaller amounts than before. We have started to attempt some small dietary changes (rice milk was completely unsuccessful) and will see where those take us. The Doctor thinks that he might grow out of them as he gets older, but just in case something happens before then, she gave us an epi-pen to have for “when you go someplace like camping and are a long way from anyone else.”

The next unexpected post-doctor event has been the development of what we think are a few pox. He got the chickenpox vaccine last week, and apparently getting a small outbreak is uncommon but not rare. We aren’t convinced that they are in fact pox, but we also don’t have a reasonable other explanation for the red lesion-type things that have shown up on his inner right knee. We spoke with the nurse this morning over the phone, and she wasn’t too worried about them – especially since he isn’t bothered by them and doesn’t have any other symptoms. In fact, she even said that he would be fine around other kids and they wouldn’t get anything from him. Even though, we are going to keep his exposure to other kids limited for the time being until we can either figure them out for sure or they go away. Anyone else have any experience with this happening?

Ezra The Artist

This is how ‘A Starry Night’ began, right? Ezra’s artistic side continues to impress and grow, and here are two examples of that talent. The one is a person and a car, and the other (with a P and a S) is his attempt at making me a name tag for the library’s story time. I know it’s not going to land him on The Today Show, but we’re really proud of the burgeoning skill set of the not-even-three-year-old (at the time).

An Ezra Photo Drop

It’s a life and times sort of thing.

A Little Party For Ezra

I know it’s cliche….but sometimes it’s really hard to believe that Ezra is already three years old! The kid has continued to become an amazing individual, that lights up our days moment by moment. He is so smart, so funny, so playful, so interested, so fun, so strong, and so darn good looking.

We had a few folks over for a small gathering of some of his friends and some of our friends. I’m not sure of the social norm, but I think that this might have been the last year that the party guest list was dictated by us. It was a really fun morning, and it was really neat to see Ezra and the other kids all playing together and playing well together (this has become one of our great joys: watching Ezra play on his own with other kids).

The party was a slightly themed Cars (the movie) event, highlighted by an amazing cake that Ahna put together (with a little help from me). We spent the better part of four hours (ending at almost 130am) cutting, carving, and decorating the cake to look like Lightning McQueen…and if I do say so myself, it turned out pretty awesome.

Thank you to everyone for the cards, gifts, and thoughts. We passed them all along to Ezra (except the ones with money stayed with me).

The Three Year Doctor Visit

ed note: family in town, Ezra’s birthday, Ahna’s birthday, our anniversary, Oren testing at work, end of the school year…all have lead to slower postings. There are stories about each, and we’ll get them to you as soon as feasible. Thanks for sticking with us!

Since we have moved on to the once-a-year doctor’s visits (sickness excluded), we don’t really get to report to frequently about Ezra’s health and stats – which I suppose is a good thing. This morning brought us the three year visit and a morning filled with Ezra having to be poked and prodded. He passed his first vision test with flying colors, looked very healthy, and responded well to the progress questionnaire that we had to fill out. He did end up with two shots today (we are following a version of the Dr. Sears schedule): his first MMR and a Chickenpox one; both in anticipation of his upcoming enrollment in pre-school. We also spoke with the Dr. about the fact that Ezra has been mostly nasally congested for the better part of the spring, and as a rule-out/potential identifier, we went for a blood screen for allergies. So, on top of two shots, Ezra had to donate some blood for research. He, of course, cried at each of the intrusions, but nearly immediately was back to his normal cheerful self. So now we wait for the results to see if we can’t figure out why the long-term congestion.

Here’s the stats: Height: 39.25″ (90%), Weight: 33.2 lbs (75%), Vision: great.

 

36 Months (ie: 3 YEARS)!